Woe to Me

I am so afraid of making the wrong "direction-decisions" in life and losing my title and/or identity of "great warrior Christian." Prophetic and moral obligations have become a trophy for me; I have fallen into the worst trap imaginable for a follower of Jesus. I can do no good for the kingdom if I am finding myself in its business rather than making its business about what I have found in the King's word spoken over my soul.